Thank you, you gaiz rock!
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chiisanahitoI'm really thankful to have you gaiz here.
Seriously, I really am.
I'm way better than I was when I wrote the previous post, and you gaiz helped me through with all your encouraging words and thoughts.
I felt like the luckiest person in the whole wide world to have been given the opportunity to meet you gaiz here.
ホントニ、ホントーニ、アリガト。
オマエタチサイコダ！
In all honesty and sincerity,
I want to thank all of you who have encouraged me to go on,
taught me that it's normal to have these weak moments,
and made me feel that I'm in good hands.
Also,
thanks for letting me call you gaiz as my friends.
I'll try not to complain much nemore,
and I'll try to give back to you gaiz as how you did to me.
Again, thank you.
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So...today was considerably a lot better than a few days back.
I was able to smile and laugh more honestly than I managed to lately.
Mostly it's cuz of people's support,
and maybe also cuz of 'letting go'.
I wanna let go of unnecessary burden.
Usually when I hear of something about someone, I'll hear about it til the end.
But this time, unless my opinion is wanted, I'll just back up and wait til it's over.
Like, "I'm not directly involved here, so whatever, I'm out."
It may sound rude, but to me it's just being honest to myself.
If people have a conflict between them, then it's up to them to settle it down.
I don't want to be a mediator. In fact, I don't have to.
Therefore I'm slowly cutting my ties with unneeded extra problems.
Case closed.
=]
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I spent around $60 today!
It's been a long while since I last shopped XD
What I bought : a white pyramid-studded belt (FINALLY!), one basic black T, one basic (shocking!) pink T, one 'king' shirt (they call it king shirt, no idea why -- it's plaid with soft bright colors tho =3), and a pair of jeans.
Normally it'll be me who won't buy anything when going out, but today I'm the one who bought the most!
XD
Have no concrete plans for tomorrow yet.
I wanna do something that doesn't require sitting for a long time.
Cuz then I'll think too much, and it'll lead to talking with myself.
Yeah, I do that.
Oh and --
I PLAYED X JAPAN'S I.V ON ROCKBAND!!
THEY HAVE THE SONG ON ROCKBANDDD
I was super-excited when I noticed that my seniors/friends have this song downloaded for the game!
I've tried the drums and guitars on medium, and it's awesome XD
Alright, getting sleepy now.
Once more, thank you so much for your attention.
I can sleep peacefully tonight.
A Reason to Smile today :
MONEY-SPENDING HAHA XD
Seriously, I really am.
I'm way better than I was when I wrote the previous post, and you gaiz helped me through with all your encouraging words and thoughts.
I felt like the luckiest person in the whole wide world to have been given the opportunity to meet you gaiz here.
ホントニ、ホントーニ、アリガト。
オマエタチサイコダ！
In all honesty and sincerity,
I want to thank all of you who have encouraged me to go on,
taught me that it's normal to have these weak moments,
and made me feel that I'm in good hands.
Also,
thanks for letting me call you gaiz as my friends.
I'll try not to complain much nemore,
and I'll try to give back to you gaiz as how you did to me.
Again, thank you.
+++
So...today was considerably a lot better than a few days back.
I was able to smile and laugh more honestly than I managed to lately.
Mostly it's cuz of people's support,
and maybe also cuz of 'letting go'.
I wanna let go of unnecessary burden.
Usually when I hear of something about someone, I'll hear about it til the end.
But this time, unless my opinion is wanted, I'll just back up and wait til it's over.
Like, "I'm not directly involved here, so whatever, I'm out."
It may sound rude, but to me it's just being honest to myself.
If people have a conflict between them, then it's up to them to settle it down.
I don't want to be a mediator. In fact, I don't have to.
Therefore I'm slowly cutting my ties with unneeded extra problems.
Case closed.
=]
+++
I spent around $60 today!
It's been a long while since I last shopped XD
What I bought : a white pyramid-studded belt (FINALLY!), one basic black T, one basic (shocking!) pink T, one 'king' shirt (they call it king shirt, no idea why -- it's plaid with soft bright colors tho =3), and a pair of jeans.
Normally it'll be me who won't buy anything when going out, but today I'm the one who bought the most!
XD
Have no concrete plans for tomorrow yet.
I wanna do something that doesn't require sitting for a long time.
Cuz then I'll think too much, and it'll lead to talking with myself.
Yeah, I do that.
Oh and --
I PLAYED X JAPAN'S I.V ON ROCKBAND!!
THEY HAVE THE SONG ON ROCKBANDDD
I was super-excited when I noticed that my seniors/friends have this song downloaded for the game!
I've tried the drums and guitars on medium, and it's awesome XD
Alright, getting sleepy now.
Once more, thank you so much for your attention.
I can sleep peacefully tonight.
A Reason to Smile today :
MONEY-SPENDING HAHA XD
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Date: 2009-03-24 08:56 am (UTC)good to know you're better now.
=]
'gaiz' reminds me so much of Ruki for some unknown reason.
"gaiz, i dropped the FAIL, seriously, help me find it!" --> Ruki-esque, yes.
and complain as much as you want - onegai desu!
studded belt - is that like one of those punk-inspired belts? i hope i made sense. i am so happy that you have a pink tee (i've got three!). splurge just cus you want to.
ngh. rock band. i get all
bakastupid whenever i play that, or even guitar hero - i'm sticking to my REAL guitar. tehehehe.one of my friends drove me insane while we were in the train by goin' 'green, yellow, green, red, red...!'
goodnaight!
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Date: 2009-03-24 04:57 pm (UTC)ah you made it sound so true! Ruki is gonna be a favorite for macros now i see 8D
ahahaaa i'm embarrassed by the amount of complaints i post here on LJ, actually =w=; but people responded to them kindly all the time, hence the 'award-worthy speech' in this entry XD;
yes that belt! i kind of wanted a pink&black one, or the rainbows one, but in the end i'm like : "hm white looks like Reita-ish, so i'll take that!"
those guys influence me too much it makes me irritated!
and i'm happy i have a pink tee too! teehee ♥ (...say 'tee too teehee' as quick as you can! HAHA random)
you should stick to the real one, yeah XD but the game is funnn~ but everytime we play it, we'll always pick the same songs over and over again...cuz we're not familiar with the majority of the songs haha XD;
and now it's good morning! =3
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Date: 2009-03-25 02:49 am (UTC)XD
i think that's the purpose of blogging - complaining and ranting, and having a good laugh in between.
life is stage-play after.
can't be a movie cus movies are over-rated anyway
like that movie Watchmenahhhh yeah Reita's got a belt like that doesn't he?
i think he was even macro-ed too while he was wearing that belt *tries to remember*
but you bought that pink tee which is cool. i'm not into pink tehehehe, but those pink tees were given to me so i accepted and ended up liking it, but no i will not buy one for myself. *afraid that people will start giving away pink tees*
hmmm, my fave song to play would be anything from GNR cus those are awesome!
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Date: 2009-03-24 02:52 pm (UTC)got moved, eheh. I'm just sincerily glad I and others were able to ease you and make you feel better. Humans are not only for themselves but the support of others.
And YES rid of the negativiness yay !
It's not the complaining itself being a problem, but if you do it too much, it can become tiresome, eh? Not because others feel so but in the first and last place it's you becoming tired of it.
Ha, a shopping-spree. And not of bad prices either. I'd need to do some shopping too but frankly, it's never enough, I guess. But I'm so gonna get Adidas shoes (these here http://www.footlocker.com.au/Product/Womens_2/Footwear_7/Casual_17/adidas-Honey-Mid_437/index.aspx) at least.
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Date: 2009-03-24 05:06 pm (UTC)the gratitude just flows out when i read the comments for the previous post, so i want you and the others to know that i really appreciate those helping words. SAIKOOO ♥
yeah too much complaining tire me, actually. and i dun wanna tire other people too, so i'll try to stop em =3
YES SHOPPING SPREE~
oh the shoe looks like a Converse! and ah i'm also looking for Adidas ones, but a Superstar one : like this. () as long as it's white =3 but it costs more than i expect it to be...so i'll just wait for any sales or something. hee.
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Date: 2009-03-24 05:31 pm (UTC)Saikoo x 1000 and +, in that case we were succesful!
Ah that's good then.
In a way, yeah. As the fact is I kinda would like to have Converse because of the quality but don't wanna be labeled due to them (kinda careful about that side). Ah this? http://www.footlocker.com.au/Product/Mens_1/Footwear_5/Casual_11/adidas-Superstar_386/index.aspx (Missed a link?)
Well pricey-ish yeah but those don't seem the "stupidest" shoes ever, I mean like high heel-platform shoes, goth types - lol got a pair - cost a lot but how often is it clever to wear those, so. Youknow, shoes are to be worn, heh!
Yeah have your eyes open for opportunities. Or maybe you should check out some web actions if someone is selling their few times worn-shoes?
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Date: 2009-03-24 05:41 pm (UTC)ah the link wasn't working eh...i didn't even check if it works haha XD; sorry! but yep that's the one =3
and i agree -- shoes are to be worn! not for fashion only! if you can't walk comfortably with what you're wearing, then won't it be bothersome? it's fine if you're alright with it, but to me it's not right to sacrifice comfort with what you have to wear.
yes yes SALEEE i want a pairrr XD
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Date: 2009-03-25 04:54 pm (UTC)Okey-dokey it is, as you gave me the name it was easy to dig out. ;D
Yeah, that's seems to be something most people, especially girls don't seem to get. People like ignoring such necessities as proper shoes. I mean, wtf, fashion is cool alrite but how'bout being practical and respecting your feet, balance and such? For most of the time, shoes should be reliable and suited for walking, not showing off.
Da lulz what a pour-on but meh, got carried away.
Till that time, eh? Or got any plans for bday (as in the presents matters)?
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Date: 2009-03-26 04:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-26 02:01 pm (UTC)YOU CAN PLAY SONG YOU DOWNLOAD ON ROCKBAND!?
*O* How did they do that!? TELL ME!
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Date: 2009-03-29 04:47 pm (UTC)>w>; my words aren't clear at times, so...i'm sorry!