Not feeling fine.

[chiisanahito]

Somehow, given the events of the past few days, I don't feel too good about myself.
It came down to me feeling hopeless, helpless, useless.
Almost to the point of me being too emo...kind of.

I dunno.
I'm just someone who needs to be told to do something instead of me knowing what to do on my own.
Yeah immature of me to behave like that.
But since for so long I've known myself to being unable to get stuff right most of the times, it made me refrain from doing anything that I have little idea of how to do it, you know.

Ah well.
So, in order for me to ignore this feeling, let me post some random pics.

The reason I love my FreedomFighter (aka my Sony Ericsson K800i phone) so much is cuz it has this macro function, and turning even a small thing like this into an awesome pic. Or it's just my aweome photography skillz haha

 

Around spring earlier this year I think.


Shoot the sky~


Shoot the sky again~!!


It would've been more believeable if it wasn't for the bottlecap still on there, eh.


THIS is more believeable to the point of being greatly ナイス。Haha.


Grabbing the sunshine OH YEAH.


Clouds can't travel more than 10 mph in this area, prz.


PRETTY CAT IS PRETTY.
Her name is Zoe, and she's owned by this one Malaysian worker currently residing in Las Vegas. Me and a friend along with our sort of 'replacement aunt' (I have no idea what the term is) stayed over at her house during the days around the celebration for New Year earlier this year. Yes, we celebrated new year at VEGAS baby.


Then this one here's Snowball.
He is also owned together with Zoe.
VERY PRETTY WHITENESS FURBALL ASDFGHJKL *flails*
 

MERRY GO ROUND~
Me, my dad, and my two little brothers went on this while we were in Disneyland. Like seriously.

 

Okaaay I'm done.
Gonna update my other blog now.

A Reason to Smile today :
Tentai Senshi Sunred OP is...amusing 8D
 

Comments

[harakanraakku.livejournal.com]

Ooh, these are cute. Very creative to use bottles for that kind of a meaning, never came across me, something like that. Shooting sky also gets onto me, like seriously.

[chiisanahito.livejournal.com]

aren't they? XD
actually i got the idea while surfing for sky pictures online. then this one person (on Flickr) had these awesome sky pics with cool ideas for picture-taking, and from there i thought of doing the same too =3
although i've only been copying though X3

[harakanraakku.livejournal.com]

Yup!
I digg Flick, it has awesome stuff. Tho' the idea wasn't originally yours, it was very inspiring.
Haha, maybe you'll come up with your own stuff, eh.

OFF: DARN IT me wants mah glasses the soonest possible. dksofk. Lol sry about the randomness, I'm just way too pissed, having headache caused by current lenses too weak et cetera. Oh btw, are your frames any specific brand/something?

[chiisanahito.livejournal.com]

OW YEAHS FLiCKR IS AWESOME XD

my glasses? nah, no specific brand. i just picked it cuz the frame looks nice, and has orange on it =3 sorry to hear bout your headache though. ah you did an entry about that right? darn i missed reading that one OwO;

[harakanraakku.livejournal.com]

Oops I failed, FlickR. Hehe

Orange? Wow, never realized, haven't seen a picture very clear of them. Awe.
Well, it'll be gone soon, tho' it's annoying.
Heh yup, I gotta hype about this kind of stuff. ;D
's okay, I'm just one flooder and should be banned from LJ

You just wait when I'll actually have my frames, EEHAAHAHAHHAHAH
..phail.

[chiisanahito.livejournal.com]

yeaaah you faaail HARD XDDD

yep orange. although the front is primarily yellow. i should post a pic here, eh --


-- like that. haha. i actually took that pic before i came to the US =3

and i can't wait for your frames X3 i want new glasses too, but meh, mine's still fine, so i'll just wait til it breaks or something.
ah, hope your dad's wife's father gets better, or at least have a peaceful rest.

[harakanraakku.livejournal.com]

Sad I am. Lulz!

Oh so the bails are orange from the inner side. I was sorta looking for green-ish frames but they only had frames like yours, with the inside in green only.

I look lotsa better with those than my current ones, I must say. Woooo heh
Yeah, I bet one craves for a change occasionally. Have you always had those glasses?
Well, he won't, sadly. Been ill for two years with leukemia and he's pretty much done with it, his life. I hope people won't have any super breakdowns. And yes, a peaceful rest (with morfine, sigh).

[chiisanahito.livejournal.com]

it's actually orange on the outside too =3 the yellow is just around/behind the black 'front-frames', i forgot to mention that. eheh.
i've been having this one for...a year and 3 months, i think.
i'd like a full black one when i decide to change it. really. either i'll look super-nerdy or super-awesome HAHA~

a green one eh...yeah, usually the insides are always the beautifully-colored one while the outside of it will be just plain black/brown, as far as i've seen. but Giorgio Armani, that's WAY COOL.

[harakanraakku.livejournal.com]

Wow, it ees? I guess my imagination went ahead. By first glance one would say your glasses are dark but they're surprising.
Not too long then.
Haha o yeah, at first I thought about that opinion too, then decided black being too "hard" on me (well light eyebrows/eyelashes/allthisstuff..).
What if it'll look super-nerdily super-awesome?
And マンリイ?

It's actually sorta nice, making glasses more just than some items for seeing. They're a lot more than just that, it's like.. Idunno, it's kind of nice how it's more "hidden" with bails bright/other color-colored from the insdie and from the outside it looks different but by closer examining you'll see it's more than it seems. ..Now that's some obsessed babble to burst out, haha.
Yeaah they were SO close but Mandarina Duck won by the thickerness of the bail. If I had the money I could have chosen both, mmmm sweeet.

[chiisanahito.livejournal.com]

yes, totally マンリイ XD
i was having this vision of Tora's glasses :



those look sweet, and at one point it was a trend back in Malaysia. really, no kidding. but i wasn't really interested in those at that time, but now it looks so...nice.
but that aside, doesn't that glasses make Tora look really マンリイ?

glasses aren't just for seeing, yeah i agree. since you're gonna be stuck with it for a long time, you'd better at least pick one that you like, eh.
no regrets!!

[harakanraakku.livejournal.com]

Humm well, it seems that people are kinda into thicker frames here too, suppose so. You just don't realize stuff that easily as they're around you all the time.
Those kind of glasses are very sexy somehow, they feel masculine and..dominant?. Idunnoez, just that they appeal me, not just on my face.
Yeah, it drills into his most マンリイness!
I guess glasses give this image of maturity, steady position etc.

Absolutely, so you won't be tossing them aside dislikingly. I don't understand those who have glasses themselves but don't wear them, usually for such reasons as they make them "look ugly/nerd/not nice/they're just ugh". Bullshit, I say. I have a friend like that and her pair looks good. I prefer seeing instead of some rubbish (which doesn't exist), meh.
You said it.