a month without proper mental preparations

[chiisanahito]

hey there.

tomorrow gonna have briefing for those flying to California in September. i'm gonna go since i don't have much to do at home anyway, plus i'd rather listen to the info by myself than leaning on others ey.

if the date hasn't been changed, i'll probably be off on 8 or 9 September. that's like a month from now (o.0) and i don't think i'm fully prepared. mentally, especially. i'm not ready to be away from my family yet, to tell the truth. i know i'll be alright there with friends around, but still...it made me restless.
probably that's the thing i'm thinking about these past few weeks.

i don't even know why i'm down sometimes. haha.

anyways, on a brighter note, i really want to know where i can find a Polaroid camera...i don't think there's only the antique one. from what i observe in pics *coughMiyavicoughHYDEcough* there are modern-looking Polaroid cams around...just i have no idea where i can find them in my place.
for now i'll be happy with a Lomo Supersampler...provided i have one.

aa...running out of stuff to talk bout...but still feel i'm leaving stuff out.
oh well.