procrastination sucks.

[chiisanahito]

 ...ah.
I had a lot to type here, before facing the screen,
but somehow it seems like everything faded.

Don't you just hate that.
When you had something quite remarkable to say,
then when you want to say it,
you suddenly can't figure out the right words for it.

Let me think for a bit...

Was it something about growing up.
I think it is.

I don't like growing up much.
Growing up means more responsibility, more stuff to be concerned about.
Also being able to handle multiple tasks at once.

Well I can't do that.
I can't concentrate on more than one thing at one time.
I get distracted very easily, so I find it hard to focus on another thing when I have one thing that I must first complete.
Like homeworks, I need to settle this one subject's homeworks first, and then only I can think of solving the other ones.

Maybe it's just procrastination.
That's a major problem of mine.
Ah I need to settle things as early as possible, before it bothers me longer.
But no matter what I do, I'll always have excuses for not doing it sooner, while knowing full blast in my mind that I'm gonna regret it later.

...aaah.
Maybe after I sleep a while, I'll get the drive to finish my homeworks.

Then, good night.
Ja.

Reason to Smile Today :
spending my weekend with my uncle and aunt =]