i'm still (barely) alive

[chiisanahito]

Hello all.

It's been 20 days since I last updated my LJ.
Wow.

I'm so sorry to anyone who's waiting for new posts, but I've been terribly busy with assignments and exams and stuff, even my other blog wasn't opened for 2 weeks, and has only just been updated 5 days ago.

And it took almost half a day.

So...yeah. Just wanna tell that I'm fine and still alive tho barely, and I'm hating my decision of taking engineering course because it's just a lot of hard work. And I don't handle stress well.

Tomorrow I have my Machine Design midterm exam.
Next week I have to pass up a SolidWorks assignment, Thermodynamics exam, also pass up my History exam.
Next next week I'll have to present our group's project for Machine Design.

I hate Machine Design projects. It's stressing, cuz it needs details. And I hate details for educational purposes. I'm no good in finding ideas, and I'm no good in handling time for finding ideas, and I basically hate everything about Machine Design class.
Except for the lecturer, cuz he's okay and kinda, just that I don't want to disappoint him anymore.

I'm considering changing courses, aaagh.
See? I'm stressing out to the extent of abandoning my present course (which is already halfway through) just because I can't handle all the hard and demanding work.

A Reason to Smile Today :
My extra-credit work for History, any example about Cold War, gets to be in the handout the lecturer distributed in class. I did Metal Gear Solid 3 : Snake Eater. And I got full marks for the ECW.

Yeah that's bout it.
With that I'll say goodbye now.
Ja.

Comments

[harakanraakku.livejournal.com]

Nice to hear from you again. I was really wondering how things are going with you.

Well, I guess I'm also pretty good at stressing, I'm your soulmate then. Don't fret, things will go on by their own flow, just take it easy and do your best. With everything. *pats*

Good luck with studies.