More daily life
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chiisanahitoI'm currently experiencing a normal yet unbearable phase :
boredom so strong your brain could die.
Well it's not like I have nothing at all to do
(hello homeworks and more homeworks; hello projects; hello to senior project too)
it's that I sort of lack the inspiration to do anything.
It's like I'm running away from problems (= homeworks + projects) knowing fully well that it won't get me anywhere, and that I'd be troubled by them anyways even if I did have something else to do.
I hate responsibilitiesss. *dodges looks of disapproval*
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This morning on Facebook, I received a message saying that one of my school teachers passed away some time yesterday.
It kinda brought me back to hard, cold earth cuz I've never thought of losing a teacher before.
Well technically, we've lost a lecturer here in Cal Poly but I've never had classes with him, so I have no idea how he was.
But this teacher, he was one of my favorites in school. He was really laid-back, easygoing, stern at times; but overall a really nice person.
Now knowing that I have no chance at all to meet him again, and having never seeing him after I left school...it's just weird, you know. Like, this is really, really different than any other kind of sadness I've felt. Not to say I'm one of the closest students of him, but, well, I dunno, it's hard to put in words somehow.
I just hope his soul is placed among the best in Heaven.
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Ah~ this has been the longest first week of school ever.
For some reason I feel really drained. I wonder why.
Ja mata :)
A Reason to Smile today :
Wakana/Izaki haha.
boredom so strong your brain could die.
Well it's not like I have nothing at all to do
(hello homeworks and more homeworks; hello projects; hello to senior project too)
it's that I sort of lack the inspiration to do anything.
It's like I'm running away from problems (= homeworks + projects) knowing fully well that it won't get me anywhere, and that I'd be troubled by them anyways even if I did have something else to do.
I hate responsibilitiesss. *dodges looks of disapproval*
- - - - - - -
This morning on Facebook, I received a message saying that one of my school teachers passed away some time yesterday.
It kinda brought me back to hard, cold earth cuz I've never thought of losing a teacher before.
Well technically, we've lost a lecturer here in Cal Poly but I've never had classes with him, so I have no idea how he was.
But this teacher, he was one of my favorites in school. He was really laid-back, easygoing, stern at times; but overall a really nice person.
Now knowing that I have no chance at all to meet him again, and having never seeing him after I left school...it's just weird, you know. Like, this is really, really different than any other kind of sadness I've felt. Not to say I'm one of the closest students of him, but, well, I dunno, it's hard to put in words somehow.
I just hope his soul is placed among the best in Heaven.
- - - - - - -
Ah~ this has been the longest first week of school ever.
For some reason I feel really drained. I wonder why.
Ja mata :)
A Reason to Smile today :
Wakana/Izaki haha.
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Date: 2010-01-12 04:39 am (UTC)ahaha.. becaue i've not kept contact with any of my school friends so i have no idea which of my teachers are still alive...
*headfloors*
bani!
benkyou g..g..ga..GAAAAAAHHMBARURIi!!!
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Date: 2010-01-12 09:27 pm (UTC)oooh bani ganbaruzeee *hops*