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afraid and freaking out
2007-08-26 07:25 amIt'll be like three weeks til i go off to California.
WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF
Counting down to that day makes me even more scared/afraid/nervous/badthoughtsetc.
ONLY THREE WEEKS. And I still have tests to take to properly finish my remaining PHY133, and I haven't done my Visa yet, and I don't really have a clear clue to what I'm supposed to bring there, and how much money should I be bringing safely, and how fees and such are paid there, and how to check into planes and not lose my luggage and other freaking stuff.
I am strongly attached to my family, and I hold them first before friends. So leaving them, not being able to see them for two years (or one year if I'm lucky), that makes me kinda miserable. Man, I've been very dependent on them for everything. I have to depend on my own self there at Cali, and on my friends.
Good thing our housing were arranged already, and I know all of my house's residents. One of them is like my close friend in college since we're in the same batch and have stayed at the hostel for one semester along with same-batchmates together.
The things I'm really afraid of are mainly stuff I have to do by myself, like opening an account or paying my fees, since I'll be having a different bank from everyone else. But I think credit cars are useful and easy to use, ne? Agh I hope so (>.<) And I'm not really a 'kitchen person' so I'll heavily depend on friends, yeah. Haha...
Waaakh I'll be missing my mom and dad and bros a LOOOT DX
More so when Idul Fitri comes!! DAAAMMMNNN!!
...now I don't feel like going at all...aaakh. T^T
WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF
Counting down to that day makes me even more scared/afraid/nervous/badthoughtsetc.
ONLY THREE WEEKS. And I still have tests to take to properly finish my remaining PHY133, and I haven't done my Visa yet, and I don't really have a clear clue to what I'm supposed to bring there, and how much money should I be bringing safely, and how fees and such are paid there, and how to check into planes and not lose my luggage and other freaking stuff.
I am strongly attached to my family, and I hold them first before friends. So leaving them, not being able to see them for two years (or one year if I'm lucky), that makes me kinda miserable. Man, I've been very dependent on them for everything. I have to depend on my own self there at Cali, and on my friends.
Good thing our housing were arranged already, and I know all of my house's residents. One of them is like my close friend in college since we're in the same batch and have stayed at the hostel for one semester along with same-batchmates together.
The things I'm really afraid of are mainly stuff I have to do by myself, like opening an account or paying my fees, since I'll be having a different bank from everyone else. But I think credit cars are useful and easy to use, ne? Agh I hope so (>.<) And I'm not really a 'kitchen person' so I'll heavily depend on friends, yeah. Haha...
Waaakh I'll be missing my mom and dad and bros a LOOOT DX
More so when Idul Fitri comes!! DAAAMMMNNN!!
...now I don't feel like going at all...aaakh. T^T
